Today is Father’s Day,
and what better day for a baptism? Today as we baptise Kate we also pray for
Brian, her father - and Melissa as well, of course - celebrating with them the
gift of this child that has been entrusted to them. We know Kate is a great joy
to them, but also, that having her has meant taking on a whole new set of
responsibilities, and worries as well. Bringing up children isn’t a walk in the
park. It is hard work, tiring and costly – not just in financial terms. Every
parent wants to get it right, to be the very best parent they can be, to give
their child what that child needs so that they grow up happy and healthy. But
it’s not easy. Children don’t come with an operator’s manual – you just have to
work it out as you go along.
That’s why I thought for
today’s Bible reading we would have a famous story from the Bible about a
father – perhaps this father can show us how it’s done.
I am quite sure that when this
man from Jesus’ story became a father he felt just the same sorts of things as
any parent here. Let’s imagine we were there at the beginning, when the father
in this story first became a father, when the first of his two boys was put
into his arms. He was so proud, so delighted. Surely this was the best baby
there had ever been! And then his wife had another child. The best baby all
over again!
He was going to be the best
father there could possibly be. He sat with his children, all beaming smiles
and gazed in wonder at them… He was going to teach them right from wrong. He
was going to love them and protect them. He was going to teach them to treat
others fairly. Nothing bad was ever going to happen to them. And they were
going to turn out to be fine, upstanding young men, a good support to him and
to one another, achieving great things, doing great good…
In the darkness of the night,
he would imagine their future, and it was always a good one.
As they grew up of course
there were ups and downs, times when he had to tell them off, but it was still
going to be all right, because he loved them and was working as hard as he knew
to be a good dad.
So it was a bit of a shock
when his younger boy, still just a teenager, came to him one day and said.
“Dad, you just don’t understand me! I’m leaving home! Give me my inheritance,
the money I would get when you died (ouch!). I want to go off and make my own
life somewhere far away, where I can be myself!”
The neighbours were horrified
when they heard it too –
“What an ungrateful wretch!”
“Still, I told you things
weren’t quite as hunky-dory as they looked in that family!”
“That boy must have learned
that sort of attitude from somewhere, “
“ I blame the parents myself
– they must have been too soft on him.”
“Or too hard!”
“Anyway, I supposed he’s
given him a flea in his ear now and grounded him for his rudeness?”
“No, he’s given him the money”
“Given him the money! Whatever for? Well, that’s the proof then – fine dad he turned out to be!”
“No, he’s given him the money”
“Given him the money! Whatever for? Well, that’s the proof then – fine dad he turned out to be!”
It didn’t help matters much
when reports started to filter back that this son was throwing his money away
on wild parties and women who were no better than they ought to be…
What did the father feel like
in the midst of all this…we can only imagine… what would you feel like…? I
think I would feel I must have failed somehow.
He still loved his younger
son. Every day he sat staring down the road in the hopes he might see him
returning. But what if it really had been his fault…? As the days passed he
questioned himself endlessly. What if he never saw his son again? What if
something happened to him? Where had that perfect baby gone?
But at least he still had his
older boy with him. Now there was a good lad. Never moaned, never complained,
always worked hard… He couldn’t be a
completely bad dad, because at least the older one had turned out well .
But then his younger son came
back. At first he couldn’t believe his eyes. The figure in the distance just
seemed so familiar – the way he walked, something about him… But it was him, he
was sure. So he leapt up and ran towards him, and before the boy could say a
word he threw his arms around him. He was thin and ragged, but he was there,
safe and well. He was so overjoyed he didn’t pay any attention to the apologies
the boy was stammering. And soon the party was in full swing.
And that’s when he discovered
that actually the older boy wasn’t quite the paragon of virtue he’d assumed
either. He was actually bitter, jealous. “You’ve never thrown a party for
me…”he whined, “But you could have had a party whenever you wanted!” said his
father. And the scales fell from the fathers eyes all over again. That dutiful,
obliging boy he’d thought he had, had actually been a simmering cauldron of
resentment. And he’d never noticed…
Sometimes people call this
story the Prodigal son. Sometimes they call it the Two Brothers. Sometimes they
call it the Loving Father. But actually I think it ought to be called “The
Father who discovered he’d been getting it wrong, somehow, all these years ,
and he didn’t even know how…”
It’s not a snappy title, but
it’s accurate.
Obviously by the end the
relationship with that younger son was mended, and we have to hope that now
that resentment of the older son was out in the open that would be healed too,
but none of that would have taken away the father’s awareness that actually
this wasn’t how he had planned and dreamed it.
And that’s what makes this
story such a powerful one. Because anyone who is part of a family will find
themselves somewhere in it sooner or later, perhaps as one of the two children,
perhaps as the dad, wondering whether there was anything he could have done to
prevent all this heartache and trouble. We might even find ourselves in several
of the roles over our lifetimes.
The one thing we can predict
– the only thing, in fact – about family life, is that it will go wrong, at
least some of the time, that people will hurt each other, fail each other ,
disappoint each other. The point of the story, though, is that when that
happens, it isn’t the end…This dad turns out to be a good dad, the best dad
there can be, not because his children never get in a mess, but because when
they do, he doesn’t give up on them – or on himself. Somewhere, somehow, he
finds the strength to go on caring – not to live their lives for them, but to
love them anyway.
And that brings me back to
this baptism. Of course, we hope that Kate’s life will be full of sunshine and
joy, that everything will go well for her, that she will be blessed with every
blessing that any baby ought to be blessed with. But the reality is that sooner
or later, things won’t go to plan, because she’s a human being, and so are
Brian and Melissa. What happens then? This sacrament of baptism reminds us
throughout that it isn’t the end of the world, that there can always be a new
start, not just for the prodigal son, or daughter in this case, but also for
her parents. In a minute, as we prepare to baptise Kate, we will light our
paschal candle. We have a new one every Easter, a reminder of the resurrection
of Christ, the light that shines in the darkness, which the darkness can’t
overcome. And of course we will be pouring over her the water of baptism – she
doesn’t need to be washed clean of anything at the moment, but there will come
a time when its promise that, it will all come out in the wash might be vital.
Baptism is about a lot of
things, but most of all it is about God’s love, love which like the Father’s
love in the story we heard, somehow is always there, through thick and thin,
when things are going right and when they are going wrong too – and that, for
all fathers and mothers is a reassuring message. You don’t have to be perfect,
any more than your children do – God loves you and is with you anyway.
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